Tired

I dunno wat so say..I seriously need a shoulder to cry on..a reliable shoulder..I did sum thing wrongly izit?why I deserve all tis?cant I juz live happily everyday?why my best fren can't live happily everyday?why?did I do something reli wrong?

ARRGH

just simply feel like shouting real out loud!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! i have no idea why i m doomed now...

I WAN A BF!!

i wan a boyfriend!!i wan edward cullen!!i wan a perfect boyfriend!!!

new blog again..

i open another new blog again..i should say blog is a place where i belongs when i m without love..my best friend left me..yea..the most important friend in my life..but i mess all it up..i lost her.. i got no idea from where i wanna start to write on this post..raining heavily..heart sink deep into no where..